I Write Goodbye Letter

autonomy of learning

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

its good

we can only engage in such a way

have you read

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

its good




i really havent


ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

and the fake qualifier

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

all that is to say

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

Dreams like these are highly symbolic and emotionally intense. Here’s a breakdown of common interpretations:


Rain, starting

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."
part of an old note. It will get lighter.