Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

no longer writing in the third person

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

It Will Get Lighter

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

kind of mythopoesis

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

plato

...

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

autonomy of learning

as in

magnetisation/form

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

so the method has to be autonomous

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation