okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

much more tactility

i was tempted to lie about my name

what do you think my name is

so an active mazelike process

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

what do you mean

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

i want to do that too

as in

isaac newton

abrar?

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

magnetises a pin

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

hello reader,

all that is to say

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.