December 2025

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was it worth it


the site i am dreaming

Slug

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

its good

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

  1. Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations, relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
  2. Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
  3. Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing. Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk points to transition or uncertainty.
  4. The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable, suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
  5. Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death; it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control. It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.

have you read

Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.

its good

He went in there with a camera to film it before he moved out of the building. He didn't think anyone would believe the story if he didn't have proof.

whats your name?

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

division of reality is straying away from it

what do you mean

its good short few pages

We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river.



i dont understand magnetisation

yeah

And thank you for telling me that the manner in which the narrator consistently fails to act morally is really compelling. Fuck you.

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation