with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

as in

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

its performative

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

much more tactility

stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time

propensity within someone

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

magnetisation/form

division of reality is straying away from it

not their contents

fw

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

Dreams like these are highly symbolic and emotionally intense. Here’s a breakdown of common interpretations:

was it worth it

send link

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

Better Lift

Thank you, Jack

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

lol

yeah

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.