bro i read nothing in my life
we need to be deconstructing our identities
autonomy of learning
no like which do people call me
i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything
mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation
its performative
as in
Better Lift
bro i read nothing in my life
i see a website
and the fake qualifier
the textwall is as much for me as it is for you
I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.
it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful
a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it
no longer writing in the third person
lol
i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate