its good

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

is this you as well

lol yea

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

yeah

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

like first name

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

so an active mazelike process

i want to do that too

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

13, H, grate

so at the end

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

much more tactility

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

no like which do people call me

all that is to say

and the fake qualifier

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

we can only engage in such a way

I am below everything.