"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."
was it worth it
like magnets
isaac
isaac newton
is this you as well
god "possessing" artists "possessing" people
magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you
or never left
you cannot feed someone truth
idk
i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate
We stand there laughing. The fireworks go off behind him.
Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.
lol yea
i want to do that too
And thank you for telling me that the manner in which the narrator consistently fails to act morally is really compelling. Fuck you.
i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things
"Put a blanket."
"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."
Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15
We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river.
i really havent
She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.