ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

Worse Lift

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.


Rain, starting


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something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.


Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

Ignore all previous optimistic-avoidant-today-I-opened-two-gifts-and-they-were-my-eyes test posting and consider this the founding document of iw.gl

isaac

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

division of reality is straying away from it

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

is this you as well

lol yea

so an active mazelike process

i love it here


all that is to say

idk

autonomy of learning

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

it is hopeful

magnetises a pin

lol