I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

lol yea

send your tumblr

Dreams like these are highly symbolic and emotionally intense. Here’s a breakdown of common interpretations:

is everyoneback on tumblr now

we need to be deconstructing our identities

magnetises a pin

what do you think my name is

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

fw

We stand there laughing. The fireworks go off behind him.

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

ahnaf abrar

theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

have you read

whats your name?

It Will Get Lighter

so an active mazelike process

its good

i dont understand magnetisation

Better Lift

Today I felt like starting

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

no longer writing in the third person

what do you mean