Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

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in a post. I want to be remembered

it is hopeful

It Will Get Lighter
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autonomy of learning

no longer writing in the third person

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

you cannot feed someone truth

currently

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

not their contents

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

as in

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls