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Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

in a post. I want to be remembered

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

send your tumblr

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

its performative

propensity within someone

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

and the fake qualifier

bro i read nothing in my life

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

wait what is that