something religious, a kind of complex,
it will get lighter
, something washing, cleansing, revealing,
etc.
I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.
nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry
class
what do you think my name is
no i haven't really read anything
really i want the internet
Windrush Art Kid Oligarch
Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations, relationships, or internal emotions.
The inability to speak in front of others suggests suppressed feelings
or fear of judgment. Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I
think I might love you” could symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy. Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy
forest signals escape into the subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection,
and emotional
processing. Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk points to transition or uncertainty. The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition,
and guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable, suggesting a confrontation with
subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons that must be
acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed. Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death; it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control. It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.
Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41
i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it
no longer writing in the third person
i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason
i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media,
both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything
"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."
we need to be deconstructing our identities
Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life