Today I felt like starting
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.
Better Lift
After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting
Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03
Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after
dusk
, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine
its good
"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."
Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17
so an active mazelike process
magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you
something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever
like magnets
i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate
Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50