the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
Windrush Art Kid Oligarch
"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"
One of the birds shoots out of the tree.
something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever
I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?
currently
way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it
theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine
it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful
i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then
i love to walk around and see things and take photos and go online and look at websites and click on links and take screenshots i love to surf and i love to browse
stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time
we want to live the knowledge too live the content
Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.
magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you
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