with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.
Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41
hiding from the rain
She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.
it is hopeful
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13
feel you
i did until you asked which kind of gave it away
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03
magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you
Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after
, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.we can only engage in such a way
like magnets
so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities
in a post. I want to be remembered
idk
much more tactility
god "possessing" artists "possessing" people
so at the end
currently
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
fw
think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now