Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

i want to do that too

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

It Will Get Lighter

abrar?

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

and the fake qualifier

yeah

which magnetises chains of pins

feel you

magnetises a pin

plato

have you read

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging
sorry i am texting like a slav

what do you think my name is

i love it here

i understand

Slug

A roll of 50s is one of the items he dumps onto my table during the search. Of course it is. He asks if I'm a delivery boy or a setter or this or that diamond related job. I keep saying no, I'm enjoying hearing all of these new words. Eventually I tell him that I work in film, which is kind of true. He asks where I'm filming. I'm not filming. He tells me that I can't be that good at it then. He then tells me that he made a film once, in the 80s. It was called Pimlico Rats.


is this you as well

you know who you are. no more time, not like

1

. way too specific.

Pimlico Rats

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

Thank you, Jack

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

wait what is that

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.