Pimlico Rats

send your tumblr

i understand

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

what do you think my name is

that looks like my instagram account

idk

It Will Get Lighter

December 2025

your feed looks like my tumblr

god being the centre magnet


The old failed actor genuinely believed this girl was of a lesser race. He believed she shouldn't be talking with me, shouldn't be here at this party, shouldn't be here in this country. He wanted a white England. I didn't really challenge him on it. Sometimes I justify it with thoughts like I was drunk, or baffled, or it isn't an argument I'll win, or he can't hear me anyway, or whatever. I didn't argue with him. I just cut off his rant and left with a pathetic "In a bit."

thank you

I Write Goodbye Letter

My inability to confront the old racist failed actor is distracting me. I decide not to tell her about it.

and the fake qualifier

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

As we're stood there I notice a middle-aged woman staring at us across the room. I'm trying to catch her gaze, but its kind of vacant. I guess she sees me looking and considers it to be an invitation. She floats over to us in this strange dazed way, and on the approach I realise she's staring at (through?) my Korean colleague / fresh meat. She's saying wow, wow, wow. She seems genuinely so delighted, so shocked, so elated.