what do you mean

currently

Style

13, H, grate

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

Worse Lift

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

Better Lift

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

Rain, starting

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

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it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

It Will Get Lighter

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

really i want the internet

brb i will read and reply sincerely

kind of mythopoesis

not their contents

you cannot feed someone truth

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

The old failed actor genuinely believed this girl was of a lesser race. He believed she shouldn't be talking with me, shouldn't be here at this party, shouldn't be here in this country. He wanted a white England. I didn't really challenge him on it. Sometimes I justify it with thoughts like I was drunk, or baffled, or it isn't an argument I'll win, or he can't hear me anyway, or whatever. I didn't argue with him. I just cut off his rant and left with a pathetic "In a bit."

that looks like my instagram account

feel you