way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

no longer writing in the third person

"Put a blanket."

Style

it is hopeful

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

Today I felt like starting

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

its performative