i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

It Will Get Lighter

Worse Lift

no longer writing in the third person

the site i am dreaming

⚠️ Live Document Forever ⚠️

2 (actually index). two is company

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!


Slug

its good

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46


I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

hello reader,

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

its performative

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

in a post. I want to be remembered

It Will Get Lighter

autonomy of learning

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

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i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

Style

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.