so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

i was tempted to lie about my name

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

It Will Get Lighter

is this you as well

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

i really havent

so at the end

and the fake qualifier

like first name

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

so the method has to be autonomous

you cannot feed someone truth

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

ahnaf abrar

which magnetises chains of pins

⚠️ Live Document Forever ⚠️


Better Lift

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

isaac

Today I felt like starting

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books


it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

...

Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt