the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Rain, starting

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

It Will Get Lighter

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

Worse Lift

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

yes

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

god being the centre magnet

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

is everyoneback on tumblr now

magnetisation/form

Thank you, Jack

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

so the method has to be autonomous

your feed looks like my tumblr