the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Today I felt like starting

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think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

so at the end

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

you cannot feed someone truth

idk

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

so an active mazelike process

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

that looks like my instagram account

It Will Get Lighter

feel you

Picture

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

ion

much more tactility

i really havent

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

Ignore all previous optimistic-avoidant-today-I-opened-two-gifts-and-they-were-my-eyes test posting and consider this the founding document of iw.gl

yeah

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

Can I see

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities