all that is to say

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

Can I see

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

Better Lift

not their contents

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

really i want the internet


there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

Rain, starting

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

but i respect your search

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

It Will Get Lighter

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you have a beautiful account btw

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

13, H, grate

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17