i have read not even 1 book

you cannot feed someone truth

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

so the method has to be autonomous

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

not their contents

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

magnetises a pin

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

i really havent

so at the end

"Put a blanket."

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

so an active mazelike process

idk

much more tactility

Today I felt like starting

which magnetises chains of pins

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

feel you

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine