sorry i am texting like a slav

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

I am below everything.

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

i see a website

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

really i want the internet

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

not their contents


no longer writing in the third person

FOUNDING DOCUMENT


there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

Style

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

kind of mythopoesis

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

it is hopeful


Can I see

ahnaf abrar

is everyoneback on tumblr now