hello reader,
i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it
you have a beautiful account btw
the textwall is as much for me as it is for you
okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models
i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue
you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
really i want the internet
a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it
its performative
we can only engage in such a way
like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them
i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate
Thank you, Jack
but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos
as in
i really havent
a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext
what do you mean
it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful
or never left
no i haven't really read anything
your feed looks like my tumblr
magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you
sorry i am texting like a slav
propensity within someone
Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.