i understand

barren land

division of reality is straying away from it

is this you as well

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

not their contents

magnetises a pin

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

Today I felt like starting


to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

so the method has to be autonomous

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models


There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

no like which do people call me

so at the end

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

Can I see

god being the centre magnet


wait what is that

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

Rain, starting