Maybe, Jack, I'm doing this because I'm English?
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
was it worth it
it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!
Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.
i really havent
But seriously, thank you, Jack
Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.
December 2025
like first name
like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them
in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation
this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet
i understand
so the method has to be autonomous
not their contents
have you read
division of reality is straying away from it
a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext
the site i am dreaming
plato
think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now