the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

i was tempted to lie about my name


not their contents

propensity within someone

no like which do people call me

what do you think my name is

like first name

magnetisation/form

and the fake qualifier

is this you as well

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

was it worth it

god being the centre magnet

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

which magnetises chains of pins

like magnets

i really havent

i dont understand magnetisation

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

plato

bro i read nothing in my life

as in

IWGD

its good

its good

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

barren land

sorry i am texting like a slav

much more tactility

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful