there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.
One of the birds shoots out of the tree.
Thank you, Jack
the textwall is as much for me as it is for you
something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever
brb i will read and reply sincerely
Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue
but really the thing should be autonomous
you have a beautiful account btw
I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.
i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike