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but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

i love to walk around and see things and take photos and go online and look at websites and click on links and take screenshots i love to surf and i love to browse

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

send your tumblr

so at the end

ion

we need to be deconstructing our identities

barren land

no like which do people call me

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

i dont understand magnetisation

yeah

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

yeah

plato

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

its good

i have read not even 1 book

your feed looks like my tumblr

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

its performative

idk

have you read

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

and the fake qualifier

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

was it worth it

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

December 2025

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book