Worse Lift

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Today I felt like starting

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

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really i want the internet

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

Picture

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

I am below everything.

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

Lift Analysis

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

no longer writing in the third person

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

idk

i dont understand magnetisation

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.