There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.
Better Lift
Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50
is this you as well
i was tempted to lie about my name
and the fake qualifier
was it worth it
you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak
no like which do people call me
nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class
so the method has to be autonomous
abrar?
i want to do that too
yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf
okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models
god being the centre magnet
magnetises a pin
magnetisation/form
much more tactility
propensity within someone
we want to live the knowledge too live the content
i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate
not their contents
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
We look out over the river to a block of luxury flats built on the site of some old docks. It would be nice to live right there. Yes.
Windrush Art Kid Oligarch
something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever
Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41
They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.
It's
dusk
in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.