it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41


Rain, starting


i see a website

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

Today I felt like starting


i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

no longer writing in the third person

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

no like which do people call me

we can only engage in such a way

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

is this you as well


I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.