theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

Like the tide, it comes in and it washes over the beach. It's beautiful. But like the tide it goes out, sometimes it goes out further than it ever has, it recedes back across the beach and further out beyond the horizon. The bare seabed opens up in front of you and all you can do is look at it.

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

IWGD

Today I felt like starting

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

Ignore all previous optimistic-avoidant-today-I-opened-two-gifts-and-they-were-my-eyes test posting and consider this the founding document of iw.gl

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

Rain, starting

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

It Will Get Lighter

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i love it here

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

part of an old note. It will get lighter.

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

we can only engage in such a way

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models