think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

magnetises a pin

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

like magnets

which magnetises chains of pins

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

i understand

hiding from the rain

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

Rain, starting

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

i dont understand magnetisation

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

really i want the internet

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

autonomy of learning

stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time

you have a beautiful account btw

not their contents

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

you cannot feed someone truth

god being the centre magnet

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.