Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

isaac newton

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

whats your name?

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

what do you think my name is

we need to be deconstructing our identities

It Will Get Lighter

no longer writing in the third person

its good

i understand

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

1

but i respect your search

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

so at the end

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

ahnaf abrar

which magnetises chains of pins

much more tactility

i want to do that too

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike