but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

have you read

division of reality is straying away from it

much more tactility

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

not their contents

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

lol

the site i am dreaming

I've found the girl, or she's found me, and we're smoking a cigarette while we watch the silhouettes of the French Raj and his fireworks bearer down on the bank.

and the fake qualifier

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

no i haven't really read anything

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15

sorry i am texting like a slav

We look out over the river to a block of luxury flats built on the site of some old docks. It would be nice to live right there. Yes.

December 2025

that looks like my instagram account

we can only engage in such a way

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

autonomy of learning

like first name

as in

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

its performative

We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river.

i really havent