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i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything
like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them
i have read not even 1 book
isaac
barren land
okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models
plato
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
yeah
we can only engage in such a way
okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate
we need to be deconstructing our identities
not their contents
i was tempted to lie about my name
what do you think my name is
autonomy of learning
a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it
I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.
currently
plato
Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17
mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation
something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever
ion