Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

it is hopeful

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hiding from the rain

Style

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

currently

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

kind of mythopoesis

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

what do you mean