She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

i was tempted to lie about my name

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

is this you as well

and the fake qualifier

like magnets

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

i really havent

which magnetises chains of pins

no like which do people call me

bro i read nothing in my life

as in

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

so the method has to be autonomous