i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

like first name

plato

abrar?

what do you think my name is

is this you as well

bro i read nothing in my life

its good

i understand

what do you mean

was it worth it


She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

ahnaf abrar

Style

and the fake qualifier

you have a beautiful account btw

plato

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time

IWGD

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

its good

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

Today I felt like starting

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos