bro i read nothing in my life
that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.
Lift Analysis
but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos
but i respect your search
the textwall is as much for me as it is for you
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."
i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it
i am quite illiterate on producing technology
I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?
i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49
i love to walk around and see things and take photos and go online and look at websites and click on links and take screenshots i love to surf and i love to browse
i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike
it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful
"Put a blanket."
The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.
a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.