And thank you for telling me that the manner in which the narrator consistently fails to act morally is really compelling. Fuck you.

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

It Will Get Lighter

lol

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

Like the tide, it comes in and it washes over the beach. It's beautiful. But like the tide it goes out, sometimes it goes out further than it ever has, it recedes back across the beach and further out beyond the horizon. The bare seabed opens up in front of you and all you can do is look at it.

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

December 2025

we can only engage in such a way

...

fw

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

division of reality is straying away from it

not their contents

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things


so an active mazelike process

idk



kind of mythopoesis

propensity within someone

and the fake qualifier

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.


Worse Lift

lol yea

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.