what do you mean

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

Worse Lift

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

hiding from the rain

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

in a post. I want to be remembered

Today I felt like starting

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

division of reality is straying away from it

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

as in

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it


think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

its good

no like which do people call me

Her English is poor but she manages a brief introduction before getting to the point. She asks if she can touch his face. She's already reaching out and gesturing at it. Koreans are way too polite, he's just laughing awkwardly. I put my hand kind of between them and wave it to try and indicate no to her. I'm still in fucking mime mode. I say no, but it's not really to her, or to him, just no, in general. This is all too weird. Dejected, she departs with a comment about having never seen someone like him before.

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."
i have read not even 1 book

bro i read nothing in my life

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59