the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

Better Lift


I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

the site i am dreaming

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

i was tempted to lie about my name

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

lol

so at the end

its good


you have a beautiful account btw

i love it here

we want to live the knowledge too live the content


much more tactility

that looks like my instagram account

have you read

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

its good short few pages

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

ion

so an active mazelike process

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

i dont understand magnetisation

what do you think my name is

yeah

whats your name?