the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

Today I felt like starting

much more tactility

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

ahnaf abrar

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

like first name

was it worth it

so the method has to be autonomous

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

its good short few pages

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

magnetises a pin

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

isaac

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting