it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

the site i am dreaming

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

in a post. I want to be remembered

It Will Get Lighter

13, H, grate

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I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

you have a beautiful account btw

really i want the internet

theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

no longer writing in the third person

IWGD

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.


is this you as well

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

but really the thing should be autonomous

i love it here

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

autonomy of learning

we can only engage in such a way

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

its good short few pages

so the method has to be autonomous

all that is to say

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