it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful
the site i am dreaming
something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever
Windrush Art Kid Oligarch
in a post. I want to be remembered
really i want the internet
theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine
is this you as well
i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it
but really the thing should be autonomous
the textwall is as much for me as it is for you
autonomy of learning
we can only engage in such a way
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
its good short few pages
so the method has to be autonomous
all that is to say
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